there are times in life, when you just feel overwhelmed with things happening around you. you try to ignore them but expectations from others distract you from completely putting matters aside.
you try so hard to digest what are your priorities and whether you have committed too much. then, you realise that sometimes, you are indeed luckier than many others. to what extent is too much is an individual perception.
but being strong and accepting who you are and what you want to be is a matter of principle. perhaps its true, that the difference between the possible and impossible lies in determination.
i guess time will tell when the pay off will start pouring down. till then, keep trying and not regretting is the best way to proceed in life.