i asked myself as i lied on my sofabed, what do i want right now? a soft gentle touch from someone who is far away. i reached my mobile for relief, pounding myself with random thoughts, will she feel the same way how i am feeling right now? but then, how could i describe one?
i quicky brushed my thoughts of calling and at the risk of being dissapointed, i forced Chester to accompany me under the quilt. in the distant, i could hear a subtle sound of music regurgitating the same melodies that reminds me much of her.
sometimes, its better for me not to push the green call button on my phone, but submerged myself in my own thoughts, feeling very comfortable as i feel being loved in a distance.
meanwhile, Chester is licking my face, understanding that i need to be cuddled just like he is!