not a so perfect day

2004
05.13

mie just left for perth. wouldnt see her for another month or so. was trying to be a man today at the airport not to shed any tears… the truth, they finally came out as i was waiting for skybus under 5 degree crazy freezin melb weather… it has been a nice catch up with her. now we have to wait for another month or so… i guess assignments and exam will keep our sanity level high above the sea level…

im now sitting down in front of my second ‘gf’ trying to fill time up before class starts at 11. its gonna be hectic day today. with presentation tops up the list. its 20 percent so aint gonna risk it. i think im good. laptop has been charged and been goin through the plan back and forth…

im still tryin to grasp with the fact that its the last two weeks of semester. time really flies. oh yea.. my parents are coming over here… they have these free tours goin on… so they might be coming down at the end of the month… and then, mid July again.. and at the end of the year for my graduation (if i dun fail any subjects…touch wood)….i was just telling my mum that she neva visited me all the while i have been away in a foreign country…. and now… in one year, she gonna visit me three times… i miss her. i havent seen her for two years…the last time i saw her wasnt really a memory that i would like to remember. but thats history…its scary when i feel so dependent of my family in one sense but not the other. i have been living overseas since i was 14 years old, and i was a real nerd that time. so i can imagine that in my parents’ mind, im still this little boy…. in 8 years apart, i have been home for only about 4 times the most, the longest being two months stay. dont get me wrong, i love my family, best gift in the world… its just that being overseas for that long has changed my mindset in one way or another….and i might have to return home eventually at the end of this year for good… but i cant tell what lies for the future…

alrighty… its time for me to have breakfast (the only time i have breakfast is when i havent slept the night before). the thought of toasted white bread with philadelphia spread (80% fat free that is) is just too temptin now…

signin off!

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