before my ‘rant’ on marriage, i forgot to let you all know that on my flight back from Brissie to freezin Melbourne, i sat behind Terry (the BB housemate) who was evicted early. It looked like she is coming over for shopping… the steward was glued to her and giving her ‘guidance’ on where to shops in Melbourne…..
anyway… i was watching tele today… and i found the concept of marriage is very intriguing… such a lovely unit. if i have a family, i could imagine myself spending a lot of time with them, fixing the house, doing groceries together with my son running around the supermarket, buying him toys, talking adult and family stuff with my better half… that idea strucks me to the heart… perhaps i have overdose of family love for the past three days… it started of course with my little trip to sharon’s place for her bday treat….she has such a nice family… and the whole time i kept imagining myself having my own family……..
of course all these thoughts are in context… yes i know i havent even graduated….. one more semester to go… and there is the whole confusion about what to do next…. in the mean time.. i have started collecting all my paperworks for PR applicaiton just in case if my dad changed his mind about sending me to China… or even doing both at the same time if possible…. i will be having my medical checkup this coming friday… scary thoughts… for some reason.. the idea of getting someone knowing your physical stuff really scares me….. but uve got to do what youve got to do i suppose….
school is starting is one week time…. mie is starting hers tomm… she has been pretty stressed for her thesis.. i think its due in about 4 months time…. hmmm… lucky i shelved the idea of doing honours as fast as i picked up the brochure…..i couldnt bear another university year…. its not a pretty imagination…. i still like the idea of going to Beijing just to study Mandarin…a new country…coz i love travelling… but for now.. i will see how the next one month will unfold…..hopefully it will shed a new light as to how my life would be in 2005…..
gonna buzz now… tomm have to wake up early to clock into the office… the post conference stuff really bothers me now… with the annual statement yet to be lodged, all constitutional amendments as well as finalising all the accounts… urrggghhh… not forgetting my industrial project stuff…..
oh well… the cycle will never stop!
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