i do apologise for my continuous slacks in updating this blog. i thought this month would be easier, but NO!
i hate routine. my life is a routine now. every night i sleep around 1am (thats if im lucky…..it used to be 11pm.) and have to get up by 7am the next morning. Day in day out, all weekdays are the same. My outing dont typically finish before 9pm. By the time i reach home, im to tired to do anything! So much of socialising…..
And weekends are just gone case. Saturday which used to be my favourite day has to be ruined by group meetings for assignment. Dont get me wrong, i like the people in Saturday’s group meeting (ok i lied, i like 2/3 of the people 
). But they just take away the normal Tedy’s day. i dont have those days no more. grr~!
i have always questioned, what do i want out of life. this is not a life to me. definitely not. i really miss home now. i want to go home…. hahaha… (after all those four years of resistance, now im starting to appreciate what life back home would look like)… there is a small ‘but’ –> i want to travel first… and Europe is top my list by a mile. Vatican City is a definite MUST. (but looking at my credit card statement –> btw, this is my new way of living… off credit…i wish i dont have those debts and start saving more for my eventual travel or lack thereof).
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