i had my first paper yesterday. i could have done it better, but yep, the first paper was officially over. i have another one tomm (not looking forward to it). the whole night was spent on discussing on past paper with Bian occassionally ’screaming’ in the background. I have a lot of respect for Rini, being a student and a mother is definitely a challenge. She could not handle it better. I wish i could do more to help. I love kids, they are just the cutest being on this planet. Yet through their innocence eyes, you could see the simplicity of what this life has to offer. Who says that growing up is easier? Ignorance is really a bliss in disguise. I don’t want to grow up!
This makes me think a lot about the sacrifices that my parents had to make when i was young. I could only say to Bian when he is older, that he has to respect his parents a lot especially his ‘Bunda’, for she has given a lot of time and caring for him. Perhaps, he is too young to understand. But he will never be too old to appreciate what a good mum he has. One day, he will understand. Maybe it takes another kid to make him realise, but that day will eventually come when all respect and appreciation will be deferred to whom they belong.





